four years ago I lived in a sleepy laid back town
my computer was hacked by a fucking clown
it was several clowns in all actuality
the mindless master behind the brutality
was an older guy, far from being a man
put a ring on my finger as part of his plan
a self proclaimed woman hating prick
he hated women because he had a small dick
he married me to get my trustfund money
the joke was on him but he didn't find it funny
he thought he was a player but had no game
when I told him "I knew" things weren't the same
I changed all the locks when he went to Boise
when he tried to break in the alarm was noisy
I knew everything he'd been doing from day one
tried to forgive, but then he went for my son
even for a him it was a low blow
I was nicknamed "the tiger," but he didn't know
my clienté and my supplier gave me that name
like all tigers, I go for the jugular vein
I had more than one opportunity to end him
by taking the high road I allowed him to win
not by a knock out, TKO or by a landslide
just by a nose so he could hold onto some pride
believe me, it would've been easier to kill him
it takes much more strength to let someone win
when the game you're both playing has no rules
the skills to survive aren't taught in the schools
adrenaline junkies would fail half way through
it sounds like I'm bragging by telling the truth
words can't describe the damage that was done
to my mind, body and soul; that's not how he won
it took a lot of time and effort for all of them to heal
irreplaceable, my "work" is what he chose to steal
while reading "Queensland" I flashed back in time
remembering my web site that hosted my rhymes
when they hacked my computer taking my files
rerouting my "tree" and changing all my profiles
stealing my two domains after I re-registered them
deleted the one for my book to cause more mayhem
but they deliberately kept my business domain
changed all my information, keeping the name
when I went to white light therapy I discovered
he made Queensland the location hoping to cover
his previous mistakes that proved he was guilty
listing Queensland he attempted to convince me
our former employer was behind all of HIS drama
knowing I knew about their expansion to Australia
all it accomplished was proving his stupidity
he'd have a shot if I'd never been outside the country
when I looked at the web address it was missing ".au"
anyone who's traveled would have noticed this too
just as it was back then it is now, enough is enough
sorry for hijacking your thread with all of my stuff
some day I'll come across one of many triggers
I'll keep going without engaging or just go bigger
©July 12, 2014 – Tamara Imes-Nicholas
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